RAUSCH

My hands are following, my head is leading and sometimes it’s just the time not to think. A friend once asked me to publish something I wrote a while ago. I think it was something I wrote in the first few weeks in Canada. OK. Well, let’s see if I can get

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DAY ONE

- MEETING THE PAIN AND CRAZINESS -

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SATURDAY MORNING – 09:03AM

It’s Saturday morning. I couldn’t sleep long. It was about 8:45am as I woke up. I’m already weak and powerless.

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I’m just a slate. . .

Well. So a few words about the last days. Everything seemed to be normal. Still some feelings, but I could accept.

I learned a lot I guess. First of all I have to apologize to someone else. The French girl I had some feelings for a while

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Overwhelmed by myself.

I was motivated a few weeks, days ago and then it started eating myself. But now. I think I’m coming closer to something that’s called balance. First I was deep down then jumped up into the sky. Today was crazy again until I let go some of my thoughts. I couldn’t let go

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Give me your hand *

The day before yesterday. This where my worries, I hoped, I wished I wasn’t right.:

‘It will end that you go and I stay, I will stay longer until I know you’re not coming back’

I should feel bad now, should be in pain as I said I would. I should feel lonely

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Playing again

Ingredients:

[ no wtf added ]

recommend daily dose / per serving (reading)

Love: 12 / 34

Pain: 3 / 37

Happiness: 40 / 12

Her: 100 / 50

Hey what

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Still Bloody! (Part 2)

The blood starts to taste sweet and what I want is a lot but I might not get it and maybe I shouldn’t take it. So what I want and what I get can be just one thing. I want to write. I really feel like writing but somehow I feel that

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for you

Today was a wired day from the first breath I took this morning. First of all I have to apologize for some things. I know I can’t all the time do stupid stuff and then just write about it, write how I feel and think and everything will be good. I understand that but sometimes

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