My life’s turning and twisting and changing and everything is new, old and confusing, not as expected and exactly like it.

Can’t, won’t be able to put all my thoughts onto paper right now, too many are there but I’ll try a few! First of all, there are heroes, great heroes in my life…

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Odd to me

This was a very strange week. Or let’s say in a way different then the weeks before. Well, actually, every week was in it’s own way so extreme. I can’t believe how many strange weeks I had in a row now.

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Give me your hand *

The day before yesterday. This where my worries, I hoped, I wished I wasn’t right.:

‘It will end that you go and I stay, I will stay longer until I know you’re not coming back’

I should feel bad now, should be in pain as I said I would. I should feel lonely

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Hip to be square – hip to be scared!

I’m really into my life in the last time. It seems to be that somehow I proofed that this way, rhythm of life is able to keep me alive from now until the day I die. My life is so strong, has such a strong influence on my self that even if I run

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