My life’s turning and twisting and changing and everything is new, old and confusing, not as expected and exactly like it.

Can’t, won’t be able to put all my thoughts onto paper right now, too many are there but I’ll try a few! First of all, there are heroes, great heroes in my life…

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And once again..

And one more time I just let you know with a few words that I am fine, things are okay, sometimes hard. I’ve many things in my heart I wanna share with you, when I find the time. And trust me when I say,

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About love

“God bless you in you travels, your conquests and queries” just now by Alanis M. – MTV Unplugged.

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EX-IT

It is now Wednesday night, I just burned my finger with my hot World Famous (yes it’s a title!!) tomato sauce. I was debating with my self if I should publish or if I should leave it with the other unpublished notes. But especially the very last part seems to be a movement…

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Odd to me

This was a very strange week. Or let’s say in a way different then the weeks before. Well, actually, every week was in it’s own way so extreme. I can’t believe how many strange weeks I had in a row now.

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Flying away… The cafe of the waiting souls

I closed my eyes and disappeared, went to a different place, far away in my memories. I tried to imagine the beaches in Spain as I did it a couple times before. I would remember the sound of people sitting on the sand, coming back from the water, talking, relaxing. I would feel

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Give me your hand *

The day before yesterday. This where my worries, I hoped, I wished I wasn’t right.:

‘It will end that you go and I stay, I will stay longer until I know you’re not coming back’

I should feel bad now, should be in pain as I said I would. I should feel lonely

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Still Bloody! (Part 2)

The blood starts to taste sweet and what I want is a lot but I might not get it and maybe I shouldn’t take it. So what I want and what I get can be just one thing. I want to write. I really feel like writing but somehow I feel that

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The last stroke of my wings

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My butterfly – my angel!

I had worries while I was doing it.

I was afraid that everything went wrong.

But as my lips, my tongue touched this sweet butterfly the first time

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